Lawd!

LAWD! You know when you are just bad; no good to come of it. You know what I mean, you know your being evil but you just don't care. I had this very moment a couple of days ago and I thought this phase of my life was over but it has popped its ugly little head again today. I need Jesus. I know it, I get it, but...damn the devil made me do it.
What had happened was---see, *scratching head* there is a woman at my job and she is just...just ---ughh W.W.J.S (what would Jesus say) *tapping forehead, thinking hard*...touched. She is absolutely a pain in my freaking ass. She is a tazmanian devil, spreading chaos, posing as a senor citizen. She has reaped havoc over most of the office. Leaving in it's-err her path a mangled bodies of animosity.
Now, I know Jesus would probably say, "One must not stew on the misgiving of others--rather embrace and aid."** or something like that. But the lord also says or implies in my life version, that for my sanity I should express the way I feel.
This woman has been out of the office on medical leave and as horrible as it sounds we were all ok with it. Not the reasoning of it all, just that she wasn't in our space- for awhile. She was gone for a year plus and we were in such a happy place--till dooms day. The day we were told that she was coming back and we all had different thoughts regarding it, yet all leading down the same road. We weren't pleased.Convinced that the P.T.B (power that be) were completely against us, sulking we just pulled our big adult pants on and chalked it up to "tis is life." 
So.....she came back with her diabetic sweetness, while we all awaited her real nature. Come on now we weren't fools, we were not convinced of this act. We anticipated it and then it finally revealed herself as the same nasty ass senior citzen she was before. She has not changed. You would think that after all she has been through her outlook on life would be slightly-if not completely altered. Nope.
Look who am I to judge, my only issue is that I have to deal with it. I'm usually on the I'm gonna completely ignore your ass mode, but I have been out of practice for over a year. She is annoying the shit out of me! I need Jesus ya'll. Send a prayer for me.




** Not an exact bible quote, but the meaning is the same nonetheless.**

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