I'M SORRY....

I apologize.

I have been neglecting this blog and I know that isn't fair to you guys or to me. Now I don't know if anyone is really invested in what I say or even if you enjoy it occasionally. I write cause I love expressing myself. I love words and what I can do to them to convey what I intentionally meant; either subliminally or literally. I enjoy it. I love to bend, twist, mold and shape my thoughts to invoke pleasure, fear, laughter and serious pondering. I digress....I admit, I have been subconsciously avoiding it.
Let me explain.
Recently, I asked someone, I personally know-who successfully is a writer, to read my writing and critic. I value her opinion. Offer up any criticism, I have a very thick skin..and if I don't - you will never know it. I keep things to myself. I wanted her to really tell me what she thought and she did just that. Told me that if I wanted to be successful, there were things that needed to be addressed. I needed to be consistent. I needed to be open with you guys and let you know more of me. To try to structure the blog in a general matter. After absorbing her intelligence and very nice critic; I sat and didn't know what I wanted to do.
On one hand, I wanted a successful blog, but on the other hand I wasn't so sure. I originally created this forum as my outlet. I wanted a way to say what I wanted. The way I wanted to...no structure, no general direction. It was my thing. As much as I wanted people to read and enjoy this, I wanted my literary freedom.

I'm not sure where this blog will go, nor do I know what my next step will be. I would like for it to be a true definition of my thoughts. 

Therefore, I've decided to continue what I do; plus a bit of structure? Lol, well here I go.




***xox***
So Xirious